Beat

So I pretty much fail at this blogging thing lately. lol..I used to be so awesome but I've slowly declined over the years...Plus I think sitting behind the computer makes me bored and puts me to sleep. I check my crap then I'm off. I cant sit on the computer like I used to anymore. And, I'm exhausted. (Boy I cant wait till I really dont sleep at night after this baby comes!)
So above is the cake they got for me for my baby shower..I regret not bringing some home..but the car was packed and I don't forsee it traveling well..It was tasty.. The baby shower was, not gonna lie, not exactly a surprise. To be honest, I couldnt see any other possible time for me to have it, it was the only logical day it could have been. I can't really travel up to NY anymore and I cant imagine fitting a shitload of people in my apartment, so it was as I suspected, this past Saturday. I honestly thought they were going to do it on Sunday, mother's day, but I'm glad they didnt. Anyways, a lot of people I didnt expect to show up did. All of them family. But I am pretty much the worst hostess and the worst at being the center of attention. I tried to talk to everyone and made my rounds and all of that. But it was still probably the oddest thing for me ever. My sister yells at me all the time telling me that I am not selfish enough, and this is my time to be selfish and I'm not fulfilling my duty to be such. She thinks I do too much giving and not enough taking.
Anyways, I didnt get to take any pictures. I'm hoping that people will be nice and share them with me the ones they took. There is one picture of Brendan floating around...I love it...they chanted and pressured him into wearing the gay hat they make the women wear (I of course tried very hard to refuse to wear it but no one would have it)..and so he flipped a coin and lost..so he wore the hat..Obviously that picture is now posted all over the internet...its great.

After some shopping at babies r us and several hundred dollars later, I have to sit and chill out. I'm beat and I want to clean up our apartment some before he gets home..as I've been pretty lazy (ie exhausted) lately and cant seem to do too much. I busted my ass on monday and tuesday I was pretty much layed up all day. Slept till 10 then took a nap at 12 until about 3ish. I rock.